Thursday, August 03, 2006

Suicide...

It is very creepy and scary that someone from our neighbor committed suicide last night because of his incurable disease and he can't stand it any longer...

In our street right now, rumors, speculation and condemnation spread out, that even if he is a good man, he can't go to heaven because he committed suicide.

Well, I don't like the idea that the INSTITUTION have taught us, I mean, you cannot generalize everything. Humans are humans and we are subjected to different cirumstances. Honestly, I somehow admired that man because he gave himself dignity for the way he wanted to end up his life. At least he made a choice, most people in their death beds do not even realize how to make a good choice or how to exercise their freedom deliberately...

Yeah, I know what's in your mind... we make choices everyday but, choosing what brand of shoes we want to wear or choosing what model of phones we desire to buy... Are those what we call freedom? Or is it more like something has already told us to do it even before making choices...

I am just saying these cause I discovered that freedom itself is sometimes superficial... Just like you, I just want to know when is the time that I'm really deciding for myself or not...

1 Comments:

At 7:27 AM, Blogger Toni said...

hayy.. i am still unsure on my stand about suicide, it's scary but it's a brave act indeed...

 

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